Mimpi Ngeri =p

honey.. how was ur day? my day wasnt too good today.. sbb last night i had a bad confusing dream, and i want to talk to u about it, but u keep dera me by choosing to watch ocean 11 instead of calling me.. huwaaaaaaa jahat!! =o

ok, the dream was like this.. i live in this big old hostel-like accommodation, and there were a few faces that i knew back from high school living in the same building. also living there (but not in the same room of course) is my boyfriend. guess who?? the voice sounds identically like yours (yay!) but... not the face! OMG! and this person was saying all those lovey-dovey stuff (yes both the malay and english phrase, hihi~) we ehem2 recently seems to enjoy conveying to each other..

what was my reaction?? i was like.. hummm... he sounds sooo like my Hunny Bunny, but he doesnt look familiar at all.... the worse part was, he wasnt attractive!!! bluerggghhhh~~ huhuhuhuuuu camane niii?? the only reason i stayed cool in the dream was bcoz i recognize ur voice.. huhu, sorry hunny i DID 'menduakan' u in my dream last nite, coz i had to respond to his lovey-dovey, kan?? but seriously, i didnt mean what i say at all.. i was like... huh?? do i hav to say this??? jahat ke i ha?

huhu... when i give a good thought about it, i reckon the reason tht i only got ur voice visited my dream bcoz in reality, that is the case.. =s we had talked for hours on the phone but havent really enjoyed each other's presence, thanks to my training schedule. huhuhu~ and when i WAS around chch, there's also other commitmentS that i had to attend to, and i guess our recent time together (last 2 weeks) turned out bad becoz of my time constraint and my bad time management. =( im sorry i'd dissappointed u honey.. as i mentioned b4, if only i culd turned back times, i would hav tried to make that day the most perfect day for us =(

and also a good brownie point for u is that (hihihiii kena la pujuk lepas berlaku curang dalam mimpi kann), u're obviously the opposite side of 'unattractive', bak kata my besmate, "good-looking". haaa kembang2!!! =p i also realize that whatever i says/promised to u, it feels right =) coz it felt sooo wrong when i said t0 that stranger..

i cayang u! =)